Jesus died for you. If you believe and follow him, he will save you from the coming judgment. This means that your sin will not be held against you. You will become sinless before God as he becomes your scapegoat. You will be filled with the Holy Spirit of God and He will guide you.
The first thing to consider: “Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit (Acts 2:38).
Get Baptized by immersion by a man of God:
“Look! Water! What prevents me from being baptized?” And Philip said, “If you believe with all your heart, you may.” And he answered and said, “I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God.”Acts 8:36-37
Read your Bible:
All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, – 2 Timothy 3:16
As you walk in obedience to what you hear from your reading of the Bible and the Holy Spirit’s teaching you will grow in wisdom, strength, and power. The pace is all up to you. The more Bible you consume and obey, the faster you grow.
Warning: Christianity has been infiltrated by imposters, false teachers and money worshippers. So, if anyone tells you to move on feelings and has no Scriptural backing for their belief, you have just ran into a Christian imposter. You cannot educate these people, just work to avoid them. Do not engage them or discuss things that gender strife. Satan uses them to deceive the weak, but you are not weak, but strong, especially if you are reading this blog.